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Laughing outside while crying in the inside

I considered it as a fake but it depends on the situation because maybe he/she is hiding his/her true emotions.

Just like me I really try to hide what I feel…

I face people with a smile but sometimes even I am down and sad I try to be happy because I don’t like being sad especially in the face of the people or even to my friends and to my family (parents, aunts, uncles, brothers, sisters, cousins and relatives)

I just don’t like to bring my problems (if it’s a problem in the house then I will not bring it out) or even telling my problems sometimes to other people or to my friends because I am used to solve my problem on my own. Being secretive uhuh! Simply don’t like to pass my problems to other. Yeah even if it hurts me so much I can bear the pain as what I have been told it’s a part of getting used to it. Hehehehhehehhehe

So could you blame me or the other people to laugh in the outside while he/she is hurting in the inside?

tHe DrEamer is cOnFusEd

Life is so unfair.......



Ever ask yourself about why?



I thought things are just easy and fair, until i become broad minded and experience the true meaning of life.... it came up to my mind that....... why.... why..... why "God"....why things are not just easy to get and achieve all the things i wanted.

I get angry with "him" of why is it that he is doing this to me, I know i get angry with the Lord of what he did to me but i know i was just hurting myself too. I tried to be rebel, but the good things about what happened to me about not reaching my dreams.... is i learned.



I learned the meaning of life..........

To to get hurt and to be loved

To despair and to have hopes,

To be lonely and then to be happy

A failure and to be succesful in any ways...

To cry, wipe the tears away, stand up and smile



God give us all the problems that we couldnt take,yeah i know it but why is it that everytime we turn our back to God, we keep coming back asking for help on him.(thats funny thing about being a human...hehehehhehehe)